Saturday, December 31, 2005
Its 9.37! My God brother's band got into the finals of their competition, so they are on their way now from mediacorp for celebration, and countdown! Anyway, 2005 is leaving, with 2006 making its way here. Well this year was definitely unforgettable. And this i had alot of people to thank, for spending this year with me!
TAG! You guys were in most of the time of my life! I love you! All the quarrels, internal conflicts, competition, crying, practising. You guys were lovely.
3U~ My everyday classmates. Crazy, getting high, rebelling, complaining, failing, emoing. Mizah i love you! And mai, erni, naf, marls for being crazeh and bimbotik with me! And i simply love joshua and mj for spicing up my oh so boring math lesson. And andy! and i obviously cant forget may and joan, love this two babes. I hated the two of them to the core at the end of 2004, especially after knowing that i needed to be in the same class as them. But yes, now i love them, they are irresistable! And to Liang, aidan and sim, love you guys too! And jacob, ruiwen and dom for the gossiping time!And to liang, maxine, renu and aidan, you guys will still be part of us next year, im sure the entire class agrees! And hey presto! i dont hate marcus and jackson anymore!
2/3 - even though there wasnt any gathering, i still enjoyed the time in malaysia with the mini 2/3. I miss you guys so much. Gan, Chester, Adriano, SYAKIRAH!, Jian wen, gabriel, samuel, jovi, zizie and all. Hahax i remember the time me jian wen, sim put same choice to end up in same class, sorry jian wen, me and sim changed our mind. And somebody better start planning someting ok. *stares at chester*
Monopoladies - I had great fun in beijing, and su too! It was havoc, with the oh so much attention we were getting, catwalking on roads, playing and singing in the mini bus. Your hilarious make overs in the hotel, the shopping, and sham's luffter and snorts. And the speech made at singapore poly, with the consoling of juniors, i love you guys!
Dan Zhong - Been with you guys since 2003, when leo's batch was playing. Now i know its abit hard with the fecking sec ones and twos being so not co-operative, but hang in there, the few of you hang in there! I still want to go for the matches next year, bball matches are more impt than anything else! Thank you guys for being there, Gan, Welsonn, Edwin, Marilyn, Jacq, tata. Thank you, i know im always with tag now, i noe jacq is complaining, but once the bball season starts, i'll still be loyally shouting dan zhong jia you! Fang shou! Lan ban!
And not forgetting everyone else, vans, vee, syl, everyone! Yes im on my emo mode again, but you cant blame me! Anywae thank you guys for being part of my life, really appreciate that, and a big thank you to those who had to tolerate my short temper and spoilt brat manner - ryan! hahax and liang, sim joshua! and all, thankew! GAN WEIPO thankew for listening to my whole year of complains and suicidal thoughts, and going suicidal with me!
9:43 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Went for choir farewell last night which was at michelle's multi purpose hall. Went there, eat le then felt quite bored cox dont like the games, so psl lah. so went out to talk with yuan, then chewy and claire came along. Yes, we talked we cried everything that was passed all came out even though it was years ago. I realised i was such a jerk, spoiling people's first love. Im sorry Marcus, im sorry John. Started msging john last night, he is still as nice. He said whats past is past everything is ok. Im a new kid now. =D Yes, its hard forgetting someone, been through, done that. It just takes a special someone to pull you along. I thank Ban for pulling me along, now im on my own, well and strong, just leading and enjoying my life fully while waiting for the right someone. To Chewy, Nik, Brian and Tube, blessings to you guys. To yuan and may, stay strong! To Joan, no matter what, we still love you, I love you!
After the so many attempts of self denying that i have moved on, now i can say it from my heart, i really did! Thank you God.
12:04 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Reply to Tags:
Claire: Yah! Soon! 3 years!
Amanda: Yah i put up cox of jun yang! And yes i know, He loves everyone.
Vanessa: Im glad i found the true meaning of Christmas too! I promise myself, my next Christmas will be truely meaningful. But i promise my mum, i'll wait till im 18 to decide, im sure He will understand.=D
Chewy: I understand, its just so holy and magical right, especially during our carolling with the choir. I was really singing from my heart, i think most of us were, tt y it sounded so nice.
Anywae im sorry adriano, but i joined Yu Yang fc, he is just irresistable. =D no, he is gorgeous. Hahax ok nvm im just crapping. He is cute lah when he smiles. =) But adriano will still get honey water from me! muackS! *dont get the wrong idea peeps*
8:43 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
was just reading claire's blog, and yes she made sense. I'll never spell Christmas the wrong way again. And yes Santa is just fictional. The Satan part made sense too. Gosh me making sense from Claire's blog. Clarissa Ong aint you honoured? =D Yah, i've been celebrating christmas so many years without a meaning. I promise my next year Christmas will be totally meaningful. And once i reach 18 and is free of control, services wait for me! So what if im not born a Christian? Everyone is Christ's child, its just whether you accept the fact or not. Claire, wait for me, just 3 more years, it'll soon past. And i can thank god for the sacrifaces. But now as i promised my mum, i'll just for for 3 years. =D
8:02 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
I went to watch the campus super star thingy. God i love adriano! We were totally drenched just to scream our lungs out for him. I've never tried such stupid stuff for anyone before, adriano aint u proud? Anywae he was good although we didnt hear him sing, we KNOW he is good. The rest of the contestants were ok lah. The twins were not bad looking. That geraldine's voice is power. And the guys are all ugly except for adriano! That manjusri yu yang guy is not bad if he stops acting cool. Anywae good luck to adriano!
From adriano's number fan, ME!
7:53 PM
my house is super crowded now because a thai master is coming over. So here i am, hiding upstairs with the com. Going Jurong to support adriano later at 5. HE isnt coming, cannot make it. But nvm, his mum is at my house now. =D And im seeing him on saturday at x'mas countdown party and his mum's bdae party. Sorry taggies for not joining you guys for movies. But i'll meet you guys there at 4 plus okieS?
10:29 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I had total funness at genting. =D went with parent's friends and their kids, it turn out to be more wonderful than i thought! And, guys do change as they grow, gosh he is purrrrfect. Hahaz, lets hope he dont chance upon my blog. And Lek and Jonathan better shut up. 3 days with him is HEAVEN! How i was hoping the cable car was down and i can be stuck in the air with him, just two in a cable car... WOW! ok, yes, dream on. I've known him ever since i was born but the three days was like, like... i dont know. ok i shall stop blurting out nonsense. Im not gonna start the what i did there thing. Its not worth mentioning compared to what i am feeling. =D Anywae, we had ktv, singing like crazy, rides, huanted adventure, gambling, all with him. GOSH!
ok sorry guys, ppl over excited. TAG shall know more! WHEE!!! oh now i cant wait for x'mas.
1:52 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Went to taka ydae at night. I did some christmas shopping! Nik, Deb, Yuan, Yan, Claire, Chewy and Licia's presents all done! Yay! Now left with, wow, still alot. Ok going genting tml morn, wont be blogging. CyaX!
12:33 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Im 100% ok! The reason for the lack of update is because seriously there is nothing to update. Life has been stagnant, as stagnant as my love life *was it marc who started this stagnant thing?* Anywaes, i am just stuck at home everyday cause of all the tutions. I havent even started on a single holiday homework ah. Leaving for genting on friday, away from this place for a few days, lets see if it will help. Thursday going pasir ris park, kallang river and changi beach with cip com. Come back from genting, tution again, aRgh, what a life. Anywae, i've been tagged by nik and licia, so here goes.
*1 My life is stagnant.
*2 My love life is totally downgraded.
*3 I stayed single for a bloody long time for the first time. * smiles at vans *
*4 I still love tag, though havent see ur for so long. =D
*5 I love vans, syl and joan!
*6 I hate tution.
*7 I still like the number 7.
*8 I know i need to start my holiday homework soon, but i know i wont.
*9 The number 9 looks kinda attractive too.
*10 I want you guys to think straight, i was plainly talking about numbers.
im not tagging anyone cox i know it will come back to me again. :)
struggling it such a life, i dont like it.
5:01 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
What a horrendous day can. Had to meet deb, yan, merv, yan's guy, yuan, liang, brian, ry and chewy. But before that i have to do something bout this terrible face of mine tt was peeling and, flaking like hell. So yah nothing could be done. Then went all the way to bishan to watch harry potter, yeah... kinda slow cox we were waiting for brian and ryan. BUT, out of all the ten people, five, namely all the guys watched harry potter oredi, like wth. Oh wells, nvm. Then tml got psl meeting and im suppose to go with my TERRIBLE face. ArgH horror! Oh wells nvm.
I had another wonderful day. Thank you once again.
8:10 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
i suddenly enlightened myself today. I just listened to the song u guys hear now from my blog, and yah. Although im still stuck in the rollar coaster, its slowing down. Its coming to a stop. Its not an end, its the beginning of another part of my life. Now its the process of me getting myself out of tt seat, it will hurt, it will take time. But after that, i can stroll my way down. Now, i will need some help, and i know i will get them. I have deb, yan, chew, nik, liang and tube and yes ryan. Helping me all the way. I love you guys. I know i seldom sound so emo, but well, the emotions come and go. And with all the help that im gonna get, im sure i'll be on my feet in no time! *beams*
I still do, but soon... soon.
9:12 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Life is just full of ups and downs, why cant it just keep on going up and never come to an end? Oh tt is just so naive of me right. Im like on a rollar coaster now, stuck because the safety gear is too tight and isnt letting me go. And the rollar coaster is just going on, up and down up and down. Seriously, i'd rather climb the stairs, slow and tiring it is, but it keeps on going up. I really dont understand it. Some people like others cause of weird things and get them. But some even weirder people like ppl tt they cant get so tt they dont get into trouble. How totally odd. But what can we do right. These people just have to know that who says they cant get them? They may, someday. I really hope my rollar coaster ride can come to an end now. I want to climb the stairs, take things slow, but steady. That is if i ever get down the rollar coaster. *look marc, talking symbolicly!
im sorry, but i still love you.
2:13 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
hmmx had great fun ydae.
Meet deb and yan at tanah at 8.30 then go tamp, being early, we only see claire and pam. So go cheers buy ice cream and ate tt for breakfast. Aint i cool or what? Then ppl start coming then we took train to harbour front then bus to sentosa, palawan beach! Darius wanted to start a game of frisbee but nobody join in, then kinda started water polo but no one know who is in whos team. Then played this squirrel and tree games, forfeit: getting thrown into the sea. Then end with darius being thrown in. Then just slacked in water till we see some yellow floating thingy in the middle of the sea, it was kinda off shore lah. The entire choir wanted to swim there but end up only me, yan, michelle, angel, ryan, darius and i dont know who. It was too chaotic to know whos was there cox the waves were damn big, me and xiao yan thought we would have died and drown ourselves there, hohoho. Then swam back and was totally exhausted. Then slacked and played in the water somemore till we realised tt everyone was gone except me, yan, deb, claire, nik, angel, ryan and henry. When we went up it turned out tt they were playing truth or dare. Then eat. Then they wanted to play volleyball so me nik claire deb yan and angel went to sun tan instead. Then ryan came to join, and gosh aint he skinny. * tt isnt a bad thing. Then continued playing in the water while the rest went for some ride. And we ended with not a tan but a LIFE THREATENING BURN. ok lah, no lah, its just sun burnt tt hurt like shit. After tt, i hated the rest of the day so i shall not talk bout it. ANywae we just went for dinner lah.
I had the great time at the beach. LoveS.
3:15 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
ok, here goes, woke up early slacked till 11 plus bathed and went to tanah to meet nik they all. Then took train to airport to wait for their arrival. Well when we reached there, NOBODY was there, as in not one we know lah, so we thought they oredi landed and left. OH NO! hahax neo lerr neo lerr, they were still inside. Then after tt went to candy empire, which was strangely called pearl changi to buy the LONG sweets thingy. Then went makan at mc, as in me deb and yan only. The rest dont know go where. Then after bloating ourselves, went to expo to see liang "working". Ended up buying stuff ourselves. Saw liang with his dino hair, and adriel with his erm.. golden plated hair? Hahax i duno. Then after tt took bus to deb house, take YUAN YUAN then walk to my house, watch CHICKEN LITTLE! heh heh, i watched oredi, so i play with yuan yuan lor. Then now going buy chicken wing for tml choir outing, YAY! Anywae, im NOT on lime! Ryan wasnt talking bout me! It was erm.. erm.. generalised! bleah!
although it was just for a while, looking at you is enough.
7:35 PM
Hmmx, ydae was kinda fun. The night before, trying super hard to get even number, but everytime add a few more ppl, still odd. But ended up with me, my two sis, deb,, yan and chee yang. Then met them at 11.30 at tanah. Then went to escape.
First stop: Pepsi, the revolution.
Chee yang and debbie very scared. My youngest sis kept quiet, only me second sis and yan very excited because of a million yrs not playing pepsi! I sat with jia, yan with ying and chee yang with deb. All we hear is chee yang and debbie. AH! AH! AH! AH! hahax, it was hilarious ok. The next stop isnt any better.
Invertor:
Becox of the many out of service seats, and a dad and daughter who was very scared and HAD to sit together, we had to seperate. Deb, Chee yang and Jia together, Ying with the dad and daughter, me and yan each sat alone on an entire row, SHIOK! hahaX. And still, we hear chee yang and debbie, AH! AH! AH! but obviously chee yang was the LOUDEST. The next stop was MUCH better.
Wet and Wild:
This one debbie sat much higher ones before so she wasnt scared. Chee yang wasnt scared at first, until he saw the slope, he kinda freaked out, then he was ok. Hahax, it was totally hilarious i tell you. Then i sat with chee yang, ying with yan and deb with jia. Deb should be honoured, it was the first time jia screamed in any games. Hahax cox debbie scream with her.
Burger King:
Hahax obviously we had to eat rite, since we didnt have breakfast and lunch.
Haunted house:
We queued for haunted house, while queuing, alot ppl came out crying, some ran out of the ENTRY ONLY door. Was it THAT scary? Well we had to see for ourselves. We walked in, i was the first one, then they asked us to watch a video at a very narrow corridor, and i can see tt behind the door there is a machine man. Then i heard growls from the other side. Then nvm, the person closed the door and out JUMPED the "ghost". Which was kinda stupid as he was wearing a mask that we have in the psl den. Jia got shocked and ran behind me, so we have to open the door and get out. While walking out, we heard another someone shout "Close the door" and his voice broke half way, i was luffing like siao.
Panasonic:
I sat with yan, jia with deb, and ying with cy. Then i had to hold on the my wallet else it will fly out, and if it flies out while playing panasonic. its a gone case, i'll never get it back. So while being banged ard, i had to hold on to my wallet and my hand hurt like siao.
Then after panasonic then finish oredi rite, then we went to sit invertor again. But cy and deb dont wanna sit so its me yan ying and jia. Then after tt, we took wet and wild again, then we played the flipper thing without deb and jia, jia cox got height limit, then deb used accompany jia as an excuse. Oh wells we had fun ah.
BB03 coming back later. Meeting them at 12.15 at tanah.
10:29 AM
