Thursday, March 30, 2006
Today was the most fun day of my life! Ok, i went to sch pretty early cox want to study chemistry. And the first person i see, him. I seem to see him everywhere i go now. I dont know y. Then was chem practical which was ok i guess. Then came geog. Like wow ms tang is so kewl. We ask questions and she scolds us, like wad the hell? Then Mdm Suriadi came to me and desiree: I think you need to keep that smile of your face cox i think its irritating her(ms tang). Like pls lah, wad nonsense is that? Some teachers say we give them tt attitude face, now smile also got wrong lah, wow! Then was physics which was oh so boring i nearly fell asleep. Then came this stupid english talk by Mr Anthony Ho. I veh sad for him lah, having a talk before a chem test. No one paid attention can! And my entire class was heads down, either mugging for test, or finishing up practical worksheet. Then he keep hinting at us, but no one cared. Then came the funnest time! I shall elaborate.
First, Desiree was kinda bored, so she started drippin water from her bottle down to the first floor. We were at forth floor ok. Then after a while the guys got bored and started throwing coins down. Wow its raining money! Then all the classes went in oredi so no fun. Then it clicked us, maybe Mdm Ma neh come. So everyone started to come out with games to play. For e.g taking off ur socks and do shuttle run, seperate into 2 grps and see which grp can run to the toilet fastest, YES, we were THAT bored. So we ended up playing pepsi cola. And pamela said she could hear us from the first floor! Then after pepsi cola, which jackson emerge champion, we played truth or dare. So fun! We had Marcus saying he fantasize Patsy Neo, May humpin cupboard, Rionita moaning in guys toilet, Desiree with Shoe on neck, Mak weijie kissing the wall, rueben kissing sim, and many more! Fun rite! Lets hope ma doesnt come again tml.
They say it takes
a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but an entire lifetime to forget them.
6:16 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
had student leader investiture just now. Not as fun as rehearsals lah. Cox being a sports captain, he is high up at the gallery so i keep sensing his prescence. Veh uncomfortable. Then went for choir. I made up my mind to skip speech day, i dont wan perform at speech day. Wear ethnic costume rite, wear all u want lah! Then came down and fishball, i saw him again. Everyone keep telling me time heals everything then ask me to let go. But i really cant help it. He may be happy with another girl now, yes, tt gal, but i am still the same. And open blog see chiou huey, yilin and meilan's tags. It may be other people using their names, it may be them being sarcastic. Or it may be them just plain concern. I choose to believe they care, call me self denial or what. But friendship is all i can rely on now. I believe in guys and love no more.
5:48 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
call me a loser, call me stupid, call me dumb. Whatever. Quoted from syl: "ie never seen u so serious on a boy before u know..." I cant let go. I still love him. And i still think he is an asshole. And i still dunno which of his words to believe. But i still love him. Sylvia said it isnt worth it, and i noe he isnt worth it. Syl, i also want to move on, but i need a long time. A long long time.
And wow vee reads my blog! Dont worry girl i dont bitch bout you. Love you oh so much! And i miss you darlink! <3!
7:33 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
hohoho. My tagboard is moving. Thank you guys sooo much. Yah pathetic aint i? Haix im feeling sad for the world nowadays. With people taking things so seriously. Whats the world gonna come to? Some ppl cant take criticism, some even had to ask a whole bunch. Well what am i gonna do? Chang phone number! Change email! Change blog! Bullshit. For fish ah? Hahax isnt singapore suppose to be democratic? Isnt singaporeans suppose to have a freedom in speech? So which law did i break? Hahax nothing, sorry. I have right in voicing things out and no one has the right to stop that yah? And bitching bout me gives no effect on me, so go ahead. Hope you have fun~ =D And yah, happy belated one month too. *right like i blurdy give a damn*
hahx. enough of that. y spoil a happy day for some ppl like tt yah?
Just skipped math lesson. Lazy go. Later got TAG reunion at Bugis! Yayness. The whole TAG is coming, plus tube, joash and Mr Oh! Ok lah not really tag reunion, its just debbie and denise bdae, but oh wells.
10:14 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
Life has never been smooth, now its just worst. School reopen today. Crappiness okay. Oh wells saw him in school. Argh holding anger, controlling. But it aint easy. Okay wadever i dont give a damn. Hohoho... guys are purified jerks. Hate guys. Call me a guy hater, call me anti guy, i just hate guys. EEWNESS. Lets just pray i dont turn les yah?
7:56 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Ydae went to erni's house at 2. Then Went with her to bedok interchange to buy all the boxes, aluminium tray otahs and stuff. Then came back packed them brought them to changi in taxi. But in the meantime wow such wonderful things happen. Ppl keep calling to hurry us, say they have been waiting for 2 hrs then got ppl leaving oredi cox they very hungry. Fuck off lah bullshit. Firstly, wad do they mean ppl are leaving? only anand left can? Secondly, pls lah you guys were suppose to bring food and snack on ur own as well, so if ur neevr bring, just fucking shut ur mouth can? And say we do one man show then never ask for help. Have ur fucking own initiative and offer can? And yes this post is aimed directly at you. I've had enough i tell you. Call call call. Then reach there no one complaining can. Bullshit.
Anywae enough of that. I had a great time after you left i tell you. Thank you liang, weipo and angela. Love 3 of u to the core~ And of cox darlink erni.
5:14 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its justfor a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice or txt messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her :)
6. don't go hang out with you ex whenshes not with you, you might not relize how badlyit hurts her.
7. If youre talking to another girl, whenyou're done talking, walk over and hugher and kiss her....let her know she's yours andthey aren't.
8.Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9.Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up.
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and shedoesn't like it
13. Make her laugh.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl 3things: a stuffed animal (she'll hug it every timeshe goes to sleep), jewelery (she'll treasure itforever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likelywear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with hiscologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as youdo when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it.
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get hersomething,even if its simple andinexpensive, it came from YOU. it means theWORLD to her.
25. when she gives you a present on yourbirthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it andtell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make herhappy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will,it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her andmakes her think you don't care so call even if youcan only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarilyhave to have hour long conversationsevery night but its nice for them to hear your voiceeven for a quick hello.--please dun make herwait..cuz they wait.
27. Give her wat she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usuallymean the most.
29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are girlscause she'll feel left out.
30.hang out with her whenever you are free.
31.If u care about her...SHOW her!
10:09 AM
yuan: nah not vanished, we just gradually faded away.
******************: wth are you? And wth are u saying? You aint making much sense to me.
debbiee: hahax no worries, i noe tt wasnt you.
B3at: hope so, we must get together soon, VERY SOON! Before o levels start!
jonathan, xuefang: you two stop gaying at my blog aite? and yeap, fugly!
magicmerv: yeaPie, sing sing sing!
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4 U N I had our motivational camp on thurs, fri and sat. It was absolutely wondeful. To 4 V E R S, we are gonna beat you acadamically! * well since we oredi beat you guys at Unity, well maybe not 4R* Friday, everyone cried, i wont say y, experience the camp urself, but i guess everyone woke up. And on sat, many unexpected ppl went up to tok, may, welsonn. And of cox were the wishy washy crying thingy. Anywae, i guess Ramesh woke us up. Thank you Ramesh!
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And a big thank you to MAY, YUAN, SYL, LIANG and RYAN! All your nice nice msges, syl's on paper somemore. And of cox may's "speech". Yeap, when one door closes, another opens. My door to o levels is wide open now!
9:18 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
ok huiwen is done with her blog hopping and she is feeling things again.
emo emo emo.
This word sounds familiar aint it? Something that people alwaes describe you as? Or is it something you alwaes describe people. Well tt word sounds super familiar to me, nope, people dont decribe me as emo. I call ppl emo. I dunno how you felt, im sorry. Its just, i care. I wanna share your problems, but you just never ever want to tok bout them. Tt was the only way i can strike a conversation. And yes, it alwaes starts with " you ok?" and u ALWAYS tell me yah. oh wells, if tt the way you want it. Beat it.
And from somebody's blog, " You dont love her because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her." I so agree. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. When i just cut this fugly hair tt i have now, he told me, you think i care bout your hair? Liang said this super chim thing tt i forgot, but yah, go ask him, once u figure it out, u get wad is love. And to the person i got tt line from, time to wake up, time to move on. Live life for yourself, love yourself. Chew it.
Anywae, I MISS TAG! Was blog hopping, and i realise tag is oredi i passed issue. y?!?!?! * sad sad * Dont anyone remember the fun time we had at camps? The scary time we had together? The nervousness? And the never ever go apart crap? No? I miss tag, we must get out together soon. the ENTIRE tag ONLY. No excuses. * Stares at ryan and anana*
ok enough, heh heh.
5:54 PM
oh wells. back home early cox i got kicked out of the avt by liang yan. freak lah. Y? Cox jacqueline and shawn HAD to tok. dumb. oh wells forget it. then went kfc with licia to eat shrooms! and we met alvin, ryan's band's vocalist. Kewl, he recognises me! hahax i bet he just remembers me as the girl who cried while he sang lah. Anyway, school ended, not really, but kind of. Cox tml is Motivational camp! Yayness, with my retarded hair, i dunno what it will be like. hahax, ok enough of me, i shall go blog hopping now, buaiX!
Miss u darlink!
5:24 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
wow its been long since i blogged. Anywae, Saturday was great. I realised how much i missed you ryan! Hahax but now i love your phone. Just now de career guidance was total crap can. i HATE tt vp of tjc. sucked up ass. another soh weijie lah pls. Anywae, tml got more career guidance. SHIT. hahax oh wells. I miss tag practices, i miss tag, i miss ... oh wells. no more tag anymore and im sad, seriously. But nvm, not like theres anything i can do, is there? ok end of blogging since my life is utterly boring.
Miss all of you TAGgies! And our darling beatboxer!
9:35 PM
