Thursday, August 31, 2006
Teacher's Day is over. The class skit and dance thingy was ok i guess. Well, we all had fun. 4V, 4R you guys were great!!!
The seniors came back. Tata still looks the same, talks the same and kisses the same XD. Leo came back too! He is still the same old ah pek since i last saw him, still feels the same =) Now that i see him again, i miss him even more =( Kim even cried just now. Shixuan came back too, in army now. Still tt ah beng tt goes round fighting =) Val and michelle was also there. Val is super jap now, SUPER. And michelle is still super uber nice!!! OH! And tt marc came back the lastest ah. Oh wells, i really regretted asking them back... it brings back loads of memories, especially leo =)
4:58 PM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
haha was talking to alvin, wanted to ask him if he is coming back this thurs during teachers day. Gosh, he actually remembers the time i slapped him during psl camp.. i dont remember! Kinda miss those days... woo! Maybe i should get all of them back... GOOD IDEA EH! =)
Anyway, life is crap these days. Just took my Eng Prelim. DIE. Oh wells, no point now. Next paper, Chem prac.. hope nth kuku comes out. Im starting to wonder why i cared so much bout so many things and so many ppl. What a waste of time. Im giving up on that teachers day crap, giving up on tt stupid class tee, im giving up on tt TAG overseas trip. I dont bother. Cancel the trip, i dont care anymore. If the trip is on, i'll go and have fun with my darlings, if it isnt, i'll ask my darlings out and have fun with them instead! Although i noe there will NEVER be the full tag cox there are bound to be busy people or people with strict parents, people going to church, people thinking they will be extra cox she wants to quit and people whos bf comes back rarely. Oh wells, i just got to live with what i have i guess. And Mr Oh doesnt like this new old thing, but its human nature. So now i shut up bout this crap, but i still live the way i wan to. I love the TAGgies i had memories with, leave it like that.
7:10 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.
Strangely, i had someone in mind when i highlighted those words red. i THINK you noe who u are babe.
8:25 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
List ten things you want to say to 10 different people.
1. SYAK - I miss you girl. Although we've met up during YGW and all those crap, its not the same anymore. ='( Although i still get inside infos bout you and *ahem* but... yah meet up some day ok!
2. VEE - Grr.. Two times in a row we didnt meet up. Blame %^$&$%* Grrr... You better be around for my grad night, or i will turn up in a sack! =D
3. RY - Just want to say a BIG thank you for tolerating all my crap, even when im super irritating *yah, the mood comes now and then =)* Things havent been too well for you either, but HANG IN THERE! Look at the bright side of life, where the world never turns her back on you, learn from all, and remember God is with us. =)
4. LEO - You left two full years of memory with me. And the colourful days at KV with the whole bunch, Weili, Joel, Lemuel, ShiXuan, Shawn, Marc, Jacq, Tata and all. Those days were wonderful =) Awww... i know you still care.
5. MARC - And thank YOU for the wonderful times in school too. My cure to phobia of darkness and walking back from MRT at night =)
6. MAY - Just one line. A friend i know i can trust my life with.
7. DES- Bimbness and all. I love you. =)
8. ERNI - We share the best memories together. !Smash'D is CIP's bond.
9. VANS - HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ii lurbbe euu 1314 worxXx.
10. TAG - One space left, and of cox i wont forget my lovelies. My best times in secondary school lifes was in those camps, those competitons, those outings. Be honoured, you guys are THE best! XD
8:34 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
ARGH!!! im sooooo fucking pissed! Ok firstly i did something real dumb. Dumb.. like signing up for something, using ryan's email -.- WTF?! How stupid can one get?
And i cant sign in to anything now because my com cant read my password!!! Fuck right. But strangely.. i can get into blogger. AH whatever, stupid ppl gets stupid problems.
ANYWAY, i just bagged my first A1!!! Woohoo! Chinese -.- Whoever would have thought i can pass chinese, let alone an a1. But anywae, yay! Haha
Went roaming round expo and airport with May Yuan Mak and Liang just now. Eating tt oil filled chicken and looking at soooo many people made me wanna puke. GROSS.
ok this was the conver with SOMEONE *** to censor of my privacy sake
the ones in black are just what i was thinking at tt time
her: i decided already
me: Ehmm... So who?
her: i decided to love de one i love more HA!
me: Fuck you bitch. And u expect me to guess who is it? Fill in the blank ah?
her: Ops. Herc. Scary leh u
me: I think u shld just give it up and move on. Get a life
her: I decided to go on single.. Think when im single like now! Ha! Don wanna hurt another one so rather think when im single. Ha
me: Leave **** alone. He is mine [well i apparently was joking bout the mine part just to get her to lay off]
her: Ha... he likes **... shall wait
me: Slowly wait. By the time ur house is a coffin u still got to wait. You can wait your entire life and he still wont like you. Just stop being desperate
her: Hm...
[i didnt bother replying...]
her: Maybe not wait but let myself think
me: What's there to think about? He doesn't like you, is not liking you, and will never like you. Ok you know what, forget it.
[ SHE SIMPLY DOESNT GET IT! OH GOSH!]
4:44 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
woah woah.. hold it people. i didnt mean for this shit to blow up so big. suddenly everyone is confiding to bitch bout her. ok i dont like her just becox of the OH SO MANY kors and dearies part. So jaz.. once u decide to change over, im still the huiwen who took u for orientation.. but before tt, im sorry... stay away. =) And for the rest who are plain bitching.. erm... okay? i dunno what to say. But jaz, i heard from liang bout today... stand from where u fall.. dont go crawling back.. it doesnt work. * Prays for the Jaz i know during orientation to be back =)
9:20 PM
This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking...
Dart Test...
A young lady named Sally , relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons.
One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day! On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry , and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.
Sally's friend drew a picture of a girl who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother ... Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.
The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart . Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats.
As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smith began removing the target from the wall. Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus . A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus, holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.
Dr. Smith said only these words... " In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me ." Matthew 25:40. No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.
This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero .... It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you, before My Father ."
10:48 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
well, watched Click just now. It actually made me think * wow, YES, i CAN think*
I must look around me... those four leaf clovers i have. and those irritating pest. aint i glad to have them? *yah, even those pesky lil things*
People, you guys can call me a selfish bitch, call me a slut, whatever. But i really want tt taiwan trip. Its our last year, at least for most of us, so cant i just spend time with ppl who spend at least 3 years with me? * Nik and licia, tt 4 to you* You guys still have a chance next year, some next next yr, and next next next yr. I really want the few days off with those ppl, without having to deal with parents like claire yan and deb always are. Its the last time where we can actually spend quality time together, where we can actually sing acapella on stage together, LAST. Whatever the rest thinks, i know deb, yan, licia and chewy are on my side. Anyway, i love you guys =)
And there is this slight hatred stirring in me these few days. She probably wont know im talking bout her because i was the one tt was being a slut, being nice. Anywae, i've had enough, no more pretence for me anymore. I'll like who i like, befriend who i want. And dislike those who deserved to be. If you are attached, STICK TO ONE. Dont go fleeting round like a butterfly, maybe moth will be a better word, do they even fleet? ANYWAY, dont go lift a guys dream and let it hang there, it sucks! And nope, having sooooo many kors and dearies wont help either *God how obvious can i get* and to add on to making it idiot proof, *yes, can i have the shirt back so i can return to my friend whom i borrowed from for you?!
5:48 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
im always as bored as claire =D
BOLD THE STATEMENTS THAT APPLY TO YOU:
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days. im a o level kid =(
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. wth is this?
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. i curse MOST of the times =)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. ha, call me a narcissist
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. People tell me that often enough
I have long hair. Not as long as may's though.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without Caller ID. i guess.. havent tried
I like the way i look. im a narcissist, u cant blame me =D
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. i dont hide stuff
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. actually it depends on who.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. as ryan always says, hate is a word too strong to use
I'm a pretty good dancer. well that i dont noe
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like hotdogs.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i am doing this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. coke is caffeine rite?
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. yah, like when im being threatened
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
6:51 PM
geog trip to labrador today -.- it just reminded me of the sec two leadership camp where we had to WALK from the camp site to the park. darn i miss those times. anyway, here are those photos, UNGLAM ones

Nad

May

Yuan!

Sim

marcurls (he better not see this)

Chocolate is melting

Joe!

May

Shirley

My Bitch

Vin

Pamela ( she is so gonna kill me if she sees this)
6:00 PM
Mon 20 - Class video filming, TAG camp
Tue 21 - TAG camp, 1st 3 months posting
Wed 22 - COLIC
Thu 23 - Graduation Night
Sat 25 - Bukit Timah, Swimming
Sun 26 - Cut hair, M-pact concert
Mon 27 - Shopping
Tue 28 - TAG Practice
Wed 29 - TAG Practice
Thu 30 - TAG Practice
Fri 01 - TAG Practice
Sat 02 - Caroling at Harbour Front at 7pm
Sun 03 - Caroling at Harbour Front at 7pm
Fri 08 - Genting
Sat 09 - Genting
Sun 10 - Genting
Mon 11 - Charity Concert Audition
Wed 13 - TAG Practice
Thu 14 - Caroling at Marina Square at 1pm
Fri 15 - Caroling at Far East Sq Private Function at 7pm
Sat 16 - Caroling at Harbour Front 7pm
Sun 17 - Caroling at Harbour Front 1.30pm
Thu 21 - Caroling at Marina Square at 6pm
Fri 22 - Caroling at Marina Square at 1pm
Sat 23 - Caroling at Harbour Front at 1.30pm
Sun 24 - Carolling at Harbour Front at1.30pm
Sun 31 - Dinner at Qian's house
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